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Change Your Perspective

In the midst of the recent prophecies and changes (read last week’s blog for more info on this) I am came to a great realization. I was experiencing things from my old perspective that I was no longer aligned with. To get to the beliefs and issues under the current experiences I needed to change my perspective. I find myself since then giving the same speech to every client, friend, and family member. So I have fined tuned it for you.

This week and the challenges you are facing, the experiences you are having, and the feelings you are moving through all have the same purpose; to clean up the details so you can move forward into the powerful reality of 2012 and your path. Many feel like they are once again facing things that they thought they had “moved past” or “healed”. Do not be fooled. These are not the same experiences though they are bringing up the same feelings. Do not look to what you have moved through or learned already. Change your perspective to a different angle. This is the dangling thread that you need to cut to truly move forward. Feel your way through the experience. What do you feel forced to do? What do you believe blocks you? Where is the power? These questions will lead you to the answer of what you need to shift in you to let go.

Last night a friend asked me if the world was coming to an end. The answer is yes, but just the old ways of being in the world. The old ways of experiencing each other. The old ways of thinking about ourselves. So yes the world is coming to an end but just the world as we know it. And I feel fine…..

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Prophecies and Changes

As we head through the Fall equinox we are also approaching some interesting times of prophecy. One is the end of 2011 and the beginning of 2012. I believe the 2012 shift, often based on the Mayan Calendar, is about we, as a society, moving out of fear and greed into a more love based society. I think we have been in this process and the peak of it is the year 2012. There is a Hopi prophecy about four astral bodies causing amazing shifts on our planet. A comet that is being tracked by NASA meets the description of some of this prophecy. The first time we came into alignment with this comet was the day before the Japan earthquake/tsunami. The next time we come into alignment will be Monday. Of course there are many predictions of huge earthquakes and the such, but I don’t want to talk about the fear. I want to share some of my recent experiences, what the fairies have to say, and my insight so far.

The last couple months I have been personally experiencing what I describe as inner upheaval. It is like my guides have decided that I need to move forward now and fast. The monthly messages have been about honesty, releasing, and basically being stripped down another layer to the authentic self. I have been experiencing this in multiple ways. The universe brought me multiple opportunities to see, hear, and feel the places in my relationships where I was not living in my integrity. My biggest lesson in this life seems to be that I need to stop taking responsibility for those around me and focus on what I need to. I can make plenty of excuses of how people need me, can’t do it alone, or have no one else, but that is all a lie. Everyone is as capable as me to take care of themselves. It is my ego wanting to be stroked or my fear that clings to these notions. So, once again I have to shift my focus to myself and my path and draw some boundaries and let go of roles I have played. Some of these have been more difficult then others and I am still in the process. Along with this revelation I was brought another one. It is time for me to focus more on and really claim my channeling work. I have resisted being a channel from the beginning. I love to talk to the Fairies and share their information through writing or in a reading with someone but not in the way of being a direct channel. In 2005 I had the Fairies come and tell me it was time to allow them to speak through me and I have fought it tooth and nail every step of the way. I have done the channeling often since then, but I slow it down and don’t claim it and only really allow it in a certain connection. Well, it is time to surrender and allow them to deepen this connection. After getting myself physically ill and injured, I finally decided to face what I had been running from. I am a Fairy Channeler.

I am sharing all this with you to illustrate what this time of prophecy and change is about. It is time for all of us to step forward and deepen our path. It is time for all of us to peel away another layer towards our authentic self. It is time for Humanity to surrender to the energy that we are a part of. No matter what you do, how you fight it, or what denial you are in, you will still be dragged along. I suggest we all stop fighting. We are here on this Earth in this timeline for a purpose. That purpose is being revealed to us now.

The Fairies wanted me to share this from them. “We are here. Call on us when you feel alone. Call on us when you feel stuck. Call on us when you think you have no hope. We will bring you solutions. We will bring you clarity. We will bring you miracles. They may not be what you think they should look like or what you think you want, but they are exactly what you need. They will fulfill you more then any daydream could. You are safe to step forward and it is time.” – The Fairies

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The Fairies Perspective on the Riots

I have been hearing about the riots that started in London a few days ago through various news channels and from friends online who are living there. I decided it was time to connect with The Fairies and get a different perspective. What follows is my conversation with them:

“I am here to ask about the riots in England, especially London, Birmingham, and Manchester. Many have lost their homes, property, and some have lost their lives. Countless people have been injured. It seems like senseless destruction that has no purpose even though I know all is Divine. Can you help all of us watching it happen, and all those experiencing it happening, gain a better perspective? Or at least some hope?”

A group of Fairies are present. An answer seems to come from the group but in one voice. “You must first understand that this creation has been slowly being built for thousands of years.”

“Do you mean hundreds? I know our time is often different then yours.”

“No, thousands. It is a cycle that humanity creates of oppression and intimidation that builds till it comes crashing down into chaos and then rebuilds to do it again. This particular cycle is happening not just in what you call England but all over the world. People feel fed up! They feel betrayed by the ones they thought served and protected them. They feel pushed around, lied to, and sold out. These people, which are the majority of Humanity, have a few ways they can deal with these feelings. One is to rage, riot, and violently lash out as you are seeing in London. The problem is that this leads to others feeling oppressed by those who are lashing out and then they will push back which creates more chaos.”

“I must say you are not making me feel much better.”

“What you all must realize is that this outward manifestation is a mirror for what is personally going on inside for all of you. The best way to diffuse this energy is focus on the parts in you that want to riot and burn it all to the ground. This energy has surfaced because it must be faced and released. It will only continue to build till it violently explodes into your life and creates destruction. This is a time of honesty. Be honest in yourself so that others can be honest with themselves so that the world can start operating in integrity instead of illusive deceit. Sometimes it takes chaotic destruction to crack reality open to a better loving way. That is what is happening here.”

“I know for many it is hard to forgive and be loving to those who they feel are destroying their town or home. Do you have any advice for those people?”

“It is not the time to be loving and forgiving to those who are lashing out. It is the time to be loving to yourself. Do what you need to do to be safe. Do what you need to do to stand in your power. Claim your sanctuary and hold that space. There will be a time for healing, love, and forgiveness very soon, but now is not that time.”

“What about us watching from the outside? Anything we can do besides face what’s inside us?”

“Do not under estimate the power of focused intent. Pray, meditate, create circles, or whatever way you connect to the Divine and align the Earth with that energy. We are doing are best to contain and diffuse the energy so it will do as little destruction as possible. As we have said before, this is a time of destruction, for structures to topple, and the old ways to be over. Humanity has to experience this chaotic destruction to be able to evolve and move forward into a new time based on love. Humanity has been creating this in its Divine knowing. As the individual you need to accept this time as it is, for what it is, and move through it.”

“Well thank you Fairies. I appreciate your perspective and help.”

We all must face what we feel trapped by, inside us or outside us, to help move along the energy that is manifesting. No matter how little or weakly you feel it. No matter how intimidating or insurmountable it feels. I hope you will also join me in sending love, light, and peace to all those experiencing the riots from any side of it. Peace be with you all.

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The Day the Bees Destroyed Me

Bees are about achieving the impossible. They are one of the most important and sacred creatures on this planet. I recently watched Queen of the Sun a brilliant documentary discussing bees and the current problems of Colony Collapse Disorder. If you have a chance please see this movie. This has prompted me to share my experience with the Bees and some information I have gathered. The bees have been in my life since the day I was born. The small house in the country I was born in had a 4 foot beehive in the wall. Living in a rural area in the San Joaquin Valley in California I interacted with lots of different animals and plants. I think my first of many bee stings came when I was running outside barefoot and stepped on a bee in the lawn. I grew up eating lots of honey; as a condiment or straight. There were even a couple local beekeepers we would get honey from.

Fast forward to Whidbey Island Wa where I currently live. About 5 years ago I was attending an evening at the metaphysical store that I did session at once a week. I don’t even remember what the evening was supposed to be about. We, as a group, were being lead on a meditation with the use of a crystal bowl. As we started our journey inward I was almost instantly picked up by bees and flown to a throne in the middle of a tree. There were tons of bees here of all different sizes some as small as a honey bee others were gigantic 10 foot monsters. The biggest of the 10 foot monsters came behind and sucked all of my blood out of my body. I remember thinking that was a much more spider then bee like thing to do. Two small honeybees landed on the inside of my wrists and stuck their stingers into my veins. They then filled my circulatory system with a honey like substance. Once that was complete the giant bee from behind me stuck a long tongue into the top of my head. Then my brain and skull were filled with another substance. As soon as this was complete a swarm of bees descended upon me and started tearing off my skin and hair, then they stripped away my muscles followed by my organs. Then I was nothing but bones, a brain, and circulatory system. A human size bee stepped forward and said that they had to take my bones too. I told them if they took my bones I would have nothing left. She then walked over and broke edges off of my ribs and said they were too fragile. They have to go and you have to trust. I then agreed and all my bones were removed. So I experienced my self sitting there as a beating honey heart and a honey brain but only for a moment. The bees came in and started to rebuild my skeleton with twigs and sticks. Then my muscles were replaced with leaves that were coated in honey, sap, and nectar. My organs and skin were different flowers and fruit. Soon I was this nature woman sitting on a tree throne surrounded by bees. They then celebrated and I slowly came back to my body in a chair in that meditation knowing nothing of what had been said by the leader of the circle. When I shared this story with a Shaman friend of mine she smiled and let a big sigh. She said “They claimed you. The bees have claimed you. What you are telling me is a shamanic deconstruction. It is one of the most powerful animal spirit experiences you can have. That is it you know. The Bee is now your totem and there is no turning back. How wonderful for you!”

So since then I have been having an even deeper relationship with the bees. I started researching and discovering how they had always been present in my life. I have always understood who they are and respected them. I also started realizing other parts of my path, like Pan and the Fairies, were connected deeply with Bees also. One of the messages they have shared with me that I try to share as much as possible is their definition of pollinating. They say this is not just an act of collecting pollen and spreading the life of flowers. This is an act of maintaining the Earth’s Grid. They hold and help regulate the shifts in the Earth’s vibration. It makes sense that Colony Collapse Disorder would manifest in this time of great shifting on our planet. What better way to get the world’s attention on these sacred workers?

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The Tornado Fairy

I was pulled out of my bed tonight with a question pushing in on my mind. What are all these tornadoes energetically about? Why are they happening now? How can we help those affected energetically? Here is what the Fairies had to say.

“Tornadoes are abrupt, violent, change. They are tearing through your space with no warning and destroying all in their path. It is a pure destructive force. Where Earthquakes are about shaking up old foundations to make change tornadoes are different. They are ripping off the stagnate energy on the surface to get to the depth underneath. There is no need for all the emotional water of a hurricane. Tornado is a no nonsense lets tear this down so we can re-build kind of energy.”
I thought I would let you know this Fairy is a tornado fairy. He says he does not direct the energy of a tornado but instead assists those going through the experience of a tornado.
“Humanity is ready to go deep. These are tearing through the middle of your country to help break up stagnate energy and reveal deeper issues, hidden treasures, and help bring your focus back to humanity. Many in your country have been caught in the Us and Them state of mind. You have been thinking in dollars, and politics, and geography. You do not connect to your brothers and sisters and say I love and accept you no matter what. Why? Are you not the family of the human race? Do you not occupy the same space? You can have your judgments and opinions but when devastation strikes those fall to the side. There is no reason to be petty when someone needs help. You hear of a disaster and you send light and love. Send it before the disaster hits. Not just to the nameless people out in the world but to all those you know. Send love to everyone in your life right now. It is not an issue of if they are deserving or trying to change people. Accept and love everyone in the world right now. Love every Democrat and every Republican, every Christian and Pagan, every terrorist and every soldier, every politician, and every member of your family. It does not matter if you disagree with them or feel wronged by them or fear them. You can still love and accept them. It is not about right and wrong it is about feeding the depth of Humanity’s soul. Would you deny them the air around them? Love is more plentiful and free then air.
You ask what these tornadoes are about and what to do. The answer is love. They are here to invoke love. They are breaking open the heart of the country. All you have to do is love. We Fairies are doing what we can, with the angels and others, to help those who received hurt, loss, and/or pain from these events. Let everyone know we are spreading are magic around. Your magic is love, spread it around.”

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Send Love to The Waters

I have gotten many emails, comments, and posts about the radiation from all the problems with the nuclear plants in Japan. People are afraid for themselves, the water, the plants and the animals. I decided after the final push last night to ask the Fairies for a message about this. As usual it is a larger message about the times we are in and how to focus our intent and energy.

I am instantly under water and greeted by a crowd of mermaids and mermen. One steps, or I guess swims, forward to speak for the crowd.

“We know that many of you are scared. There is so much fear for the safety of yourself and others. You have been told by many about the healing power of water. How water is a transmitter of energy. How people have prayed over polluted lakes and they became clean. Remember this when you think about the radiation pouring into the ocean, or even into the sky. Both are full of water and both can be instantly healed. Both can instantly transmute the harmful energy into pure clean energy. When you find your mind starting to worry bring your focus to love and send that to the ocean, to the sky, to the plants, to the animals, and to yourself. It is also important to remember that everything is co-creation between you, the planet, humanity, the animals, and the ocean. Nothing is victimized. This event is part of a larger creation. A growing number of humanity has been pushing against oil and nuclear fuel based energy. What better way to tip that scale and shift more then the oil spill and now this, so close together? What better way then to have it spill into the healing waters of Earth? See this as an energy to help push forward new ways of humanity to generate energy. Your reality is shifting. It will not be anything like your present day experience and it will not be anything like you have experienced in the past. Do not look for old ways of being to try to puzzle into the now. Open to the new ideas and innovation that will create your reality of the future. Do not try to figure out how to get there, just figure out what you want it to feel like. Remember there are many of us, and other beings, working with all of you to do this.”

I thanked them and came back to spread the message.

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The Disaster in Japan is a Way to the New World Order

As we take another step in a tumultuous year it leads us to another disaster. I am talking, of course, about the many events in Japan. The Earthquake which led to a very physical shift in the Earth’s structure, followed by Tsunami, followed by volcanic eruption, followed by a problematic nuclear reactor seems almost more like a bad story plot for an action movie then a real life occurrence. Yet here we are watching live on TV, Youtube, Twitter, and any other way we communicate these days, the events unfold. Many I talk to feel informed and yet powerless to help. We see this happening and our hearts break for those going through this but many are not in a position to financially or physically do anything. So I did what I know I can do. I got a perspective from the Fairies about the situation and advice on where we can focus our thoughts and our energy.

I am instantly met with thunderous laughter. There is a crowd of Fairies all around.

“We keep telling you that you are in a time of great shifting. That there will be chaos and intense times and yet you are surprised at every event that is happening. Do you get it now? This is the time of great shifting!! Chaos will be prevalent on the Earth!”

I am little taken a back by their attitude, “But many are experiencing great fear, pain and sorrow. It is hard for us humans to hold the larger perspective when facing such devastating events. Can you help with ideas on how to focus our energy or shift our thoughts and perspective?”

I see a gentle, wizened grandmother type gnome’s face, full of compassion, as she steps out of the crowd. She has a sweet smile. “It is like you are all children. You are experiencing something beyond your comprehension and control and this leads to the fear and pain. Yes, these events can feel horrific, but they are greatly needed to release all this old junk that it is in the way for your new. It is time for a new approach to these ‘disasters’ you experience. You can lend aid, but stop trying to save others. It is like you are running around trying to put out fire after fire but never stopping the cause. Do not ask ‘how can we fix it?’ but instead ask ‘what can we replace that with?’ The reason these events happened in Japan is because they are the most innovative in their approach to replacing things. This ‘disaster’ will lead humanity into a completely new way of living. Humanity needed this to happen in the place it happened to completely rethink how you experience your planet and how you live on and interact with it. Japan is a bridge between the East and the West and will bring both cultures into the process.”

Next a tall slender Blue Fairy steps forward. He is dressed like a great pianist about to play in the finest concert hall, but all in blue. “It is time to get into your fear. Where are you still unsafe? These are the places you are not making authentic choices. These are the places you are not listening to your heart, or intuition. It is time to start shifting your own life, before you are too deep in the chaos. The old ways of navigating your reality are no longer smooth, easy, or the way to do it. Find your way in your world instead of trying to fix the old world of someone else and trying to make yourself fit in it. Life begins again each day. Meet it with a fresh perspective and an open mind and heart.”

A yellow pixie flies up to my face and is almost standing on my nose. She says, “You can either look at the chaos and destruction and think, ‘oh no what will we do, how horrible!’ or you can think, ‘Wow what an amazing clearing of old. Now we have the space to create what we have been blocked on. Now we as a global community can start anew.’ It is all about your focus.”

A large regal Fairy appears before me and seems to command the very air we are breathing. “Do not think we are making light of a serious situation. We are showing you the silver lining. Open to the positive to clear away your tears. See the light in what feels like dark times. This will help you shift gently. This will heal that which was already wounded and has now surfaced to be cleared.”

I thank the group for their wisdom and “come back”.

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